About Ecstatic Silence
Ecstatic Silence is a state, a way of being in eternity. For me, it is another word for Tantra - one that transforms the distortion created through sexualization. The universe led me to Tantra, not to the classical Sanskrit term, not to a concept of gods and methods - no - but to the pure source. To where life is moving, and from where it arises again. To where life and death are one, where everything is one and yet dances together in ecstasy. Tantra is everything. God is everything. Everything comes from the same source. Everything dances in duality and creates new life, and yet has never left non-duality. Life and death, God and the universe - are a mystery.
Ecstatic Silence does not seek to preach or to improve. It is about helping people awaken to their true essence, to their divinity. To say yes to oneself and to what is, and thereby creating the ground upon which transformation can unfold. This is not about good or evil, but about recognizing both for what they are: a game. We are playing whether we want to or not - so let us do it consciously. I invite you to die, to surrender, and to bloom anew. Experience yourself as the miracle that you are, and open into a new vitality and self-love that has always been there. It fills you when you are natural - simply yourself.
Meet Me
​I was born and raised in northern Germany. After studying psychology, ethnology and literature in Munich, I set off on a long journey across South America, the US, the Caribbean and Europe - driven by a hunger for freedom, depth and truth. Along the way, I immersed myself in plant medicine, shamanic initiations, inner tantra and ancient ways of knowing.
I trained 7 years in Shamanism (private training with two shamans, infinity - retreats Costa Rica), became Yoga teacher (Patrick Broome, Munich), and did trainings in Shiatsu (ESI München - Europäisches Shiatsu - Institut), Thai yoga massage (Krishnatakis, Sunshine House Greece), aromatherapy (Primavera Life GmbH) and holistic nutrition. My path also includes professional training in medical foundations (Terramedus - Academy for Health in Germany).​
Life itself has been my greatest teacher. Through it, I have healed myself from a deep schizophrenia, raised my son on my own, and walked through painful relationships that have shaped me in profound ways. Every challenge has carved me into the person I am today - strong, grounded, and deeply connected to my inner truth.
Today, I share what life has given me - guided by a deep inner call. This work is not something I do, it is who I am.
